The dream

I don’t know how I got so lucky.

I don’t know if I have become a better person. I don’t know if God suddenly woke up to all the good karma I had done in my previous life. But someone up there sure did pull some strings for me.

For I haven’t been this happy ever. I have gone through more than 20 years of my life and it all feels like a different era. The world is still as mean. There still are people who are selfish and insensitive. Some friends have gone, the inevitable clash of personalities bearing too much strain on relationships. Some friends have stayed, surviving the rough and the storms. I am still a doof. Nothing much has changed with life as we know it.

Except one. He.

He decided to fill my life with sunshine. He decided I was worth the effort after all. He has made me feel loved. He has shown me a part of myself that i never knew existed. He makes me feel the way I had always wanted to feel about myself. He has made a moron like me fall in love. I never thought it would happen, but it has. I love him. Its the least I can say. And it is the most diminutive expression of emotions that I can allow myself.

I’m living a dream, and I don’t want to wake up!